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Tyq wm okakd ffjoHjrfhls' miq.sh Èkl Tyq ;u ;reK Èh‚h iu. wkqrdOmqrfha isg fld<U n,d fudag¾ ßfhka .uka lrñka yqkafkah' w;ru. yuqjQ k.rhl§ Tyq jdykh k;r lr t<shg neiafia oyj,a wdydrh .ekSug fyd| wjkay,la fidhd .ekSugh'
ta wjia:dfõ§ Tyq bÈßhg wdfõ fld¨‍.egfhls' uqyqfKa oe<s /jq,j;a ke;s fld¨‍.eghd fudag¾ ßfha ljq¿j ;=<ska bÈß wiqfka isá Èh‚h foi fk;a fhdukq ffjoHjrhdf.a wei .eáks'
—fudkjo i¾ n,kafka''' rEï tllao@ *q,a ta'iS' lrmqj;a ;sfhkjd' i¾g ´ks ‘fIdaÜ ghsïo@ ke;akï ojilgo@˜ fld¨‍jd lsisÿ pls;hlska f;drj ;u mshdf.a jhfiys miqjQ ffjoHjrhdf.a lkg lr mjioa§ Tyqf.a uqyqK r;= ù ySka odäh oeïfïh' oj,a lEu mfilska ;sìh§ jyd jdykh mK.ekajQ Tyq t;ekska msgjQfha fld¨‍ .eghdf.a l;dj Èh‚hg weiqfKa kï ;ud .ek l=ula is;hs oehs l,amkd lrñks'
frÈlv" uialv" wjkay,a" mj;ajdf.k hdug jvd myiqfjka mj;ajdf.k hdug yels ‘ldur l=,shg §u’ wo i,a,s ujk jHdmdrhla njg m;aù we;' ,xldfõ l=uk È.aNd.hlg .sho ‘phskSia fydag,a’ fukau ‘rEïia wfõ,n,a’ mqjrej iys; ,e.=ïy,a iq,n oiqkls'
fujeks fydag,a ldur" ,e.=ïy,a fj; hkafkda ljqrekao@ tfia ldur l=,shg .kakjqkaf.a fm!oa.,sl;ajh /lSug fydag,a l<ukdldÍ;ajh ksis mshjr f.k we;ao@ hkak kï fndfyda iel iys;h' Bg fyd|u l;djls fï'
wms wehg jika;s hehs lshuq' jika;s yd újdy jQ fiakl újdyfhka uila .;fjoa§ ueofmrÈ. /lshdjlg .sfha biqre fidhkakgh' jika;sj ;u foudmshka yd ifydaor ifydaoßhka Ndrfha ;enQ fiaklg ;u ìß| iqrlaIs; hehs is;sks'
ta fuhg mia jirlg fmr§h' iEu jirlu w. ,efnk uil ksjdvqjg Tyq .u rg n,d meñfKkafka foyeúßÈ úfha miqjk mq;= yd jika;Sj oel.ekafï wfmalaIdfjks'
tfia jqj;a y;a wg fofkl= fjfik ksjfiys ìß| iu. yqol,dùug fkdyels ùu fofokdgu .eg¨‍jla úh' fiakl Bg úi÷ula fidhd .;af;ah' Tyqf.a oEi k;r jQfha ‘rEïia wfõ,n,a’ fndaâ ,E,a,lg uqjdù mj;ajdf.k hk ,e.=ï y,la fj;gh'
—ta uy;a;hd yeu wjqreoaolu udfil ksjdvqjg wdjyu y;a wg j;djlaj;a thdf. fkdakd tlal fufyg tkj' wmQre jefâ lshkafk m<fjks ief¾ wdfõ lido iy;sfla fldmshl=;a wrf.k' wms wys;la ys;hs lsh, fjkake;s' fu;kg ojilg wvq .dfk fcdavq oyhla" fod<ylaj;a tkj' ljqo tkafk lshk tl wmsg m%Yakhla ‍fkfjhs'˜ ta ,e.=ïy,a ysñlref.a woyihs'
fujeks fydag,a ldurhla ;=<g ù fodr.=¿ oud .;a miq ;uka is;+ mßÈ" ksoyi N=la;s ú¢kakg yelshehs jika;S;a" fiakl;a is;kakg we;' tfukau tu fydag,a ldur fj;g fmïiqj ú¢kakg meñ‚ fjk;a fcdavq o tfia is;+ njg ielhla ke;'
tfy;a Tjqka is;=jd jerÈh' ldurhla ;=< yqol,d jQ Tjqkf.a ,sx.sl Ôú;h Tjqka fofokdg iSud jQjls' tfia jqjo ldurh ;=< w;sfm!oa.,sl;ajh h;=re isÿre w;ßka krUd úkaokh ,eìu;a ;u ys; ñ;=rkag fukau tjeks o¾Yk krUd i;=gq jkakg f,d,a jQ we;euqkag ta i|yd wjia:dj i,id §u;a fujeks we;eï ,e.=ïy,aj,§ ks;r wefik l;djls' ta ‘fudKr fld<’ j,g we;s .scqlu fya;=fjks'
wkqkaf.a ,sx.sl Ôú; úl=Kd uqo,a Wmhk msßia fuu fydag,a jHdmdrhka ;=< tugh' kuq;a wreuh kï ldur ;=<g ù lïiqj ú¢kjqka ta lsisjl=ÿ fkdoek isàuh' ‘rEïia wfõ,n,a’ ke;fyd;a ‘ldur l=,shg’ fndaâ ,E,a,g uqjdù lsisÿ m%ñ;shlska f;drj mj;ajdf.k hk fujeks ,e.=ïy,a rg mqrd wo y;= msmqKdla fuks' b,a¨‍u wêl neúka fyd| ,dnhla bmehqug yelsùu thg fya;=jhs'
.ïmy Èia;%slalfhys mj;ajdf.k hk ,e.=ï y,l ysñlre wmg uqK.eiq‚' wmQre mqoa.,fhl= jQ Tyq Wmdêldrfhls' lrñka isá /lshdfjka ksjdvq f.k ìß| iu. úfoaY.; jQ Tyq jir lsysmhlg miq ,xldjg meñ‚fha w;ñg ;rul uqo,la o we;sjh'
úfoaY.;j isg wdmiq meñfKk úg l,ska ksr;j isá /lshdj wysñj ;sì‚' ;u iqÿiqlïj,g .e<fmk /lshdjla fidhd .ekSu myiq ld¾hhla fkdjk neõ Tyqg jegys‚' w; jQ uqo,a iffuka úhmeyeoï ùu ;j;a .eg¨‍jls'
—wf;a ;shk i,a,s fyd| ìiakia tllg fhdojmx' oeka n,mka uf. fydag,a ìiakia tl' yßhg flrefjd;a i,a,s n,df.k boaÈ megõ .iaijkak mq¿jka' uykais fjkak ´fk;a keye'˜
fydag,a ldur l=,shg §fï jHdmdrhl ksr;j isák ish ñ;=frl=f.a Wmfoiska l=,au;a jQ Tyq ‘ldur l=,shg’ fok ,e.=ï y,la weröfï ld¾hhg w; .eiqfõ ;j;a jrla is;d n,kakg mud fkdfjñks' ñ;=rd mejiQ oE ksjerÈh' w;mh fkdfjfyid miqïìh ;rlr .ekau wreuhla fkdjk neõ Tyqg jegyqfKa —wOO:M taupV;pP;{ ta$c - õOo ta$c˜ mqjrefõ jákdlug mskaisÿ jkakgh'
‘,e.=ïy,’ mgkaf.k jir ;=kla wjidkfha§ Tyq fouy,a kùk mkakfha ksjila ñ,§ f.k ;u jHdmdrh ;j;a mq¿,a lf<a i,a,s ‘jeis jeiaiùfï’ woyisks'
—uu ldurhla l=,shg fokafka fndfydu úYajdiodhs úÈyg' mehlg ;=kaish mkyla lshkafk ta ;rï f,dl= .dKla fkúfk@ ta ykaod wmsg liag¾uia,d ysÕ keye' wvqu .dfk ojilg fcdavq myf<djlg tyd ñi wvq fjkafk keye˜ ,e.=ïy,a ysñlre mejiqfõ ;Dma;su;a f,isks'
—fïl wmQre w;aoelSï .kak mq¿jka riaidjla' fu;kg úúO jhfi" úúO ;rd;srfu wh tkjd' wjqreÿ oy wfÜ ú;r b|ka wjqreÿ yegmy mekmq jhiaj, wh;a tkjd' iuyre ienE wdorjka;fhd' iuyre f.or hk .uka fiÜ jqK Woúh' iuyre yeg mekmq .Ekq Th w;fr b,kaodß;a tlal tk fj,dj,a ;sfhkjd' ta ú;rla ‍fkfjhs' wms W.;a lsh,d i,lk by< me,eka;sfh wh;a tkjd' fodia;r uy;a;=re" k¾ia fkdak,d'' lkaf;dareldrfhd'' ;rd;srula keye'''˜ Tyq lshkafkah'
wkshï in|;d mj;ajk wh fukau ,sx.sl fjf<|dfuys ksr; l;=kao fuu fydag,a ldur fj; meñŒu idudkH isoaêhls'
Tyqf.a w;aoelSug wkqj lkaf;dare hk fcdavq w;ßka fndfyduhla meñfKkafka ‘fIdaÜ ,Sõ’ fyj;a flá ksjdvq /f.kh' ta w;r oyj,a lEu mehg ‘yÈiais msg’ meñK hkakjqkao fj;s' fldfydu .sh;a wh lrk wju .dia;=j mehl ld,h i|yd jQ remsh,a ;=kaish mkyls' mdkaor t<sh jefgkakg fmr ,e.=ï y,a fj; meñfKk we;eï fcdavq w÷r jegqk miq msgù hkafka lsisfjl=f.a wei fkd.efgkakgh'
fydag,a ysñlre mjik mßÈ ldur fj; meñfKk ldka;djka fndfydauhla ish wkkH;dj fy<s ùu j<ld .ekSug mßiaiï fj;s'
—.Ekq lÜáh wmsg uqyqK fokak wlue;shs' iuyre yekaoEfj,djg tkafk;a ika.a,dia odf.k' iald*aj,ska T¿j jyf.k" uqyqK md;a lrf.k tkj' ta w;r iuyr .Ekq Woúh lduf¾g hklïu *q,af*aia fy,auÜ odf.k hkafk' uqia,sï ldka;dfjda úÈyg ‘wndh’ odf.k wdj wh;a bkakjd' yenehs tfyu tkafk ta wh we;a;gu uqia,sï yskaod fkú' wks;a wh ;ukaj w÷k.kshs lshk nhg'˜ fydag,a ysñlre mejiqfha iskyfiñks'
iudc iïu;hg msgqmd msgia;r msßñfhl= iu. ‘fydag,a ldurhla’ ;=<g meñ‚ neõ iudcfhka jika lrkakg is;d t<smsg fufia úúO Wml%u fhdod ieÕjqjo ldur ;=<g jka Tjqkaf.a fm!oa.,sl;ajh tu ldurfha msg; isák úúO mqoa.,hka bÈßfha ksrdjrKh jk neõ Tjqka ydxlúishl=ÿ fkdoks;s'
újdyhlska msg; fukau újdyhg m%:u ldhsl in|;d meje;aùu wm iudch úiska wkqu; fkdlrkakls' tfy;a fï jk úg tjeks iïu;hkao iudcfhka lffuka neyerj hoa§ fydr ryfia lïiqj ú¢kakg fydag,a ldur" ,eÕ=‍ïy,a fj; wefok ixLHdj by<h'
fld<U wdY%s; ldur l=,shg fok ,e.=ïy,lska wikakg ,enqfKa fujka mqj;ls' tu ,e.=ïyf,ys iEu ldurhlu mdfya fodfrys" fukau cfka,j, l=vd isÿre ilid we;af;a ldur ;=< we;s we| b,lal lrf.kh' ta w;r tla ldurhla úfYaIfhka ;nd we;' Mys ku wdoï Whkah' ,e.=ïy,a fiajlhka tu kï ;nd we;s fuu ldurh fydag,hg tk weyeg lkg fmfkk oÕldr hehs is;k ;re‚hka Wfoid fjkalr we;'
—iuyr b,kaodß ú;rla fkú" yeg mekmq uy;a;=re;a ,iaik úfialdßfhd wrf.k tkj' tfyu whj oelal .uka wmsg ‘óg¾’ fjkj' t;fldg wms lrkafk tfyu whj wr ‘wdoïf. Whkg’ odk tlhs' ,iaik foaj,a n,kak ljqre;a leu;sfk' ta ykaod ta lduf¾ we;=f< fjk foaj,a n,kak leu;s whg wms pdkaia tlla fokj' yenehs yefudagu fkú' taj fndfydu mßiaiñka" ryis.;j lrk foaj,a' okakjfk' ‍fmdâv jerÿfKd;a Tlafldu iqka'''˜
—fï fydag,aj,g tk wh w;fr yß wmQre fcdavq tkakj' ojila ? fõ.k toa§ wdj yeg myl ú;r fmkqu ;sfhk Tißhla we|mq .Ekq flfkl=hs" mkylg ú;r lsÜgq msßñfhl=hs'
msßñ flkd ìu n,df.k boaÈ fydag‍f,ag bÈßm;a lrkak ´k ye÷kqïm; ÿkafk .Ekq flkd' fokaku lduf¾g .shhs lshuqfld Tkak uu Thdg fo,a Wh," ì;a;f¾l=;a ;ïn, flfi,a fldf<a T;mq n;a uq,la f.kdj lsh, n;a uq,la nE.a tflka t<shg wrf.k fndfydau wdofrka tal lejqjd' ljk w;fr ldf, fnda;‍f,al=;a t<shg wrf.k fokaku ySka wähl=;a .eyqjd' Bg miafi wr fndfydu ,eÊcdfjka ysgmq ñksy pKaäfhla jf.a ue; fodvjkag mgka .;a;d' Bg miafi wr jhil wïuKaä ñksyj ‍fmd<Ujf.k yeisrefKa yßhg oy wfÜ <ñiaisfhla jf.hs' Wfoa yhg ú;r ñksy we|f.k tfyu weú;a lsjqj wms ;j állska hkj lsh,' i,a,s;a f.jqjd' yenehs wdmyq lduf¾g .sh ñksy mehla ú;r .;fj,;a ke;af; fudlo lsh, ‘fodr isÿfrka ne¨‍jyu ;uhs oelafl wr wïuKaä wdmyq ta ydohj ‍fmd<Uf.k lsh,' fï fokakd wdorjka;fhd ysgmq .uka ? lrej‍f,a weú;a mdkaor wdmyq hkj'˜
ldur l=,shg f.k meñfKkjqkaf.a ,sx.sl yeisÍï keröu mqreoaola fldg f.k tk fydag,a fj; meñfKkafkdao isá;s' fndfyda úg tu wjia:dj ,efnkafka fydag,a l<ukdldß;ajh yd iïnkaO iSñ; msßilgh' tfukau b;d ryis.; wkaough' we;eï úg tjekakjqka úiska le|jdf.k tkakjqkago wjia:dj ie,fihs' th keröfuka wk;=rej ‘kerUqï .dia;=j‘ f,i ‘ks,a meye;s fkdaÜgqjla’ ljqkagrh u;g úislsÍu Tjqkg t;rï fohla fkdfõ' tfukau ldur l=,shg §fuka Wmhk uqo,g jvd jeä uqo,la we;eï úg fujeks o¾Yk keröug wjia:dj i,id §u ;=<ska Wmhd .kakd wjia:do fj;s'
—iuyr msßñ f.or .Ekqkaf. jerÈ ;uka tlal tk .Ekqkag lshkjd wmsg wefykjd' mehlg" follg wrka tk .Eksf.ka wuq;= i;=gla ú¢kak ys;df.k ;uhs Th fndre udhï odkafk' .Ekqkag jeäh fydag,a ldurj,§ udhï odkafk msßñ' iuyr msßñ f.or .Eks ne|, ÿkak n;auq, f,ydf.k wks;a .Eksg wk, ljkj'˜ fydag,a l<ukdlre mejeiqfha wj{d iy.; f,i iskyfiñks'
f,dfjka jika ù ‘lïiqj‘ ú£ug ‘ldur’ fj; tk we;euqkaf.a ,sx.sl cjksld fydr ryfia leurd.; fldg wka;¾cd,h fj; uqodyßk wjia:d o we;' tu.ska tla mehla ;=< wka;¾cd,h yryd ,sx.sl Ñ;%mgj, k¿ ks<shka njg m;ajk Tjqka ta ms<sn| lsisjla fkdoks;s' wkdjrKh jQ f;dr;=re wkqj fujeks wlghql=lï m%ñ;shlska f;drj mj;ajdf.k hk fndfyda ,e.=ïy,a ;=< isÿfjhs'
—lduf¾lg fcdavqjla wdjyu yqÕla fj,djg ta f.d,af,d n,kafk fodf¾ w.=, Èyd ú;rhs' ke;akï leurd yhs lr,o lsh, ì;a;sh Èyd ú;rhs' iuyrekag tfyu n,kak ;rïj;a j.la keye''' fl<skau fodr jymq .uka ldrfKag nyskj'˜
ó.uqj m%foaYfha ,e.=ïy,l§ wmg wikakg ,enqfKa wuq;=u l;djls'
—fufyu yqÕla tkafk iu,sx.sl iïnkaO;d ;sfhk fcdavq' ta wh yqÕfofkla wdof¾ lrkafk yßhg .Ekq" msßñ wdof¾ lrkj jf.a' ta;a b;ska wmsg fï lsis fohla m%Yakhla ‍fkfjhs' fudlo wmsg i,a,s yïnfjkjd'˜
wkqkaf.a ,sx.sl yeisÍï iÔùj krUkakg bv§ uqo,a bmehqu yereKq úg tjeks yeisÍï kerUqfuka úkaokhla ,nkakg ‘weíneys jQ‘ ,e.=ïy,a ysñfhdao fj;s'
.ïmy wdikak m%foaYfhys iqfndamfNda.S f,i ieliQ fydag,hl ysñlre úiska iEu ldurhlu ryis.;j leurd iúfldg we;' ojfia lghq;= ksujk Tyq wk;=rej uÿú; f;d, .dñka leurd.; l< ,sx.sl p¾hdjka keröug weíneysù isáhs'
—fï fydag,aj,g ‍fmd,Sisfhka tfyu mkskafk keoao@˜ fydag,a l<ukdlrejl=f.ka úuiqfjñ'
iskdiS ysi leiQ Tyq ;u idlal=jg weÕs,s ;=äka ;Ügqfldg uola ksy~ úh' —fj,djlg weú;a wfmka wykj tk whf. ye÷kqïm;a .kakjo lsh,’Tõ’ lsõjyu lshkj ‘tk .Ekqkaf. ye÷kqïm;=;a .kak’ lsh,' wms Th lsõjg ´j lrkakeye' tfyu jqfKd;a tk liag¾uia,d ke;sfj,d fïj jy, odkak fjhs'''˜ Tyqf.a ms<s;=r úh' tu ms<s;=frys .eíjQ i;H kï" ldis mkï bÈßfha kS;sho uqksj; rlskd njls' tfyhskau kS;sfha ksy~ m%;sm;a;sho fudjqkg wdYs¾jdohls' flfia jqjo" wkqkaf.a ,sx.sl l%shdldrlï" we÷ï udre lsÍu jeks oE keröug weíneysùu ufkdajHdê ;;a;ajhla ^Voyeurihm& neõ ufkda ffjoH úfYaI{ ksYdka; fod<j;a;f.a woyihs'
—h;=re isÿrej,ska" fodr isÿrej,ska tì n,ñka ,sx.sl l%shdldrlï keröug weíneysjQjka miqj iajhx úkaokh u.ska ,sx.sl ;Dma;sh ,nkjd' fï ;;a;ajhg m;ajQjkaf.ka jeäfofkl= msßñka' fm!reIfha we;s .eg¨‍;a" in|;djla f.dvk.d .ekaug ;rï wd;auYla;shla fkdue;s ùu fujeks p¾hdjka we;sùug fya;=úh yelshs' fuh p¾hd;aul m%;sldr ,eìh hq;= ;;a;ajhla'''˜hs úfYaI{ fod<j;a; mjihs'
lreKq flfia jqj;a fndfyda fofkl= fujeks ,e.=ïy,a" fydag,a ldur ;=< isÿjk oE iïnkaOfhka úúO woyia" u;jdo m<lr;s'
tfy;a mjikakg we;af;a fumuKls'
;eka ;ekays we;s fydag,a ldur" ,e.=ïy,aj,g hkafka n,df.khs'

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